October 30, 2007The Troublest Fear; The Anxious Tear. [[Part6 - It's Something That Your Prone To - So Divine~.]
I've Never Told A Lie; & That Makes Me A Liar. I've Never Made A Bet But We Gamble With D E S I R E ~
- Psst! He turned Around. - Over Here Dimwit. He Turned To The Other Side. Something Jumped Out At Him. She Put Her Arms Around Him. - Jakey, Don't Believe Him, He's Scarred With Lies. - Maybe, Maybe Not, Take Me Home? My Home. - No. Not At All. But, I'll Take You My Home. The Ride Was An `Awkward Silence` One. With The Sounds Of Guitar Rips & Drum Beats Playing In The Background. Yet, Seemed Like Pure Silence. Once They Arrived, Stacy Did What She Wanted, What She Needed To. She Grabbed His Hand. - C'mon Jakey, Lets Take This Up A Notch! She Took Hold Of His Hand & Dragged Him Inside. - Stacy, No. - No? Why No? You Know You Want Me To. - Just No. I Don't. I Want To Sleep. - Exactly, Sleep With Me. - Stacy. - Oh, C'mon. - Theres No Point. - You Don't Love Me. You Don't. - Stacy, Like, Gah! I'm Just Confused At The Moment. - I'll Unconfuse You. She Leaned In Closer, Allowing Their Bodies To Touch. He Tried Moving Back, Actually, He Wanted To, But Three Quaters Of Him Wanted To Continue. He Put His Hands On Her Waist & Stared Into Her Eyes. - See Jake, Wasn't That Hard Now Was It? But Before She Knew His Answer, He Had Already Shoved His Tongue In Her Mouth ["EEEWWW" SAYS ROPIE|HHAHA]. This Went On For A While. OutSide - That Isn't Love, Thats TRAGIC, Brutal Hatred. I'll Show You Stacy, You Imbecile! Ruined My Life From The Beginning. ARRGHHHHHH! Max Stormed Off. InSide - See Jakey, That Wasn't Difficult! - No, It Wasn't. He Sounded Shamefull, Yet She Was Shameless. - Ha! I'm Good. - Huh? - I Got You Naked TWICE!. IN ONE MORNING! - Technically, Once Only, & I Was Changing. - & Now? - My Shirts Off - ONLY! - Andd .. - And ... Your On Top Of Me. - EXACTLY My Little Tangerine! He Stared Into Her Eyes. One Eye Glaring With Pure Lust, The Other, Surprisingly, Glowing With Anxiety, Passion & Hatred. Her Hands Touched His Chest. - AHH! YOUR BURNING ME! - Oh Jakey. She Licked Hes Chest. - STOP! THATS TICKLISH! She Stopped. She Clicked Her Fingers & Left The Room. He Sat Up. - Uhh, Stacy? The Room Darkened. Hes Gone, Swallowed Into The Sheets. The Colours Chomping On His Bones. HA JAKEY! Amazed You Didn't Realise! Your Just A Game. No One Wants You! Fuck, Your Mother Abandoned You! & Max? Oh, Selfish Brat! You Could Have Lived A Better Life Jakey, But Too Bad. Not My Fault You Went The Wrong Way Twice. Not My Fault At All. You Should Have Kept Moving Forward. You Got Caught In The Music. Yeah, Well Now, Get Caught In The Fumes. Poor Jakey ... Bye Jakey She Wave, Then Turned Away. He Got Flipped Off The Bed & Landed Flat Down On The Broken Floor. He Stayed That Way. The Fumes From The gas Around Him Getting Thicker, & Closer. Outside, Max Sitting On The Park Bench, Miserable, Terrible, Desperate. He Felt A Buzz Go Through Him Like A Jingle From A Bell. Jake ... Jake? .. JAKE! He Screamed The Last One & A Dog Barked. He Ran To The Back Door Of Stacys House. Before He Opened The Door, He Overheard A Conversation. - YOU BLOODY BETRAYER! - Meh, Yeah Both Deserved It. - Excuse Me Stacy, My Son Did NOT Deserve This. - Good Luck Excusing Yourself. - I Made You To Be Like Me, Your Name & Even Your Looks, You Took Them In Vein. - I Am Like You, Split Image, Just Younger, I Act The Same, Just Crazier, I'm Just Like You. Only, I Know What He Needed, No One Let Him Go There, So, He Must Die. - You Crazy Bitch! Stacy Chocked Stacy. Okay, The Young One Choked The Mother. Mex Crept Through. He Made It To The Other Room. But Couldn't Get Closer To Jake, He Went Forward But Rebounded Like A Light To A Mirror. - Jake ... He Felt That Jake Was Suffocating. Hold Your Head, Hold It Up High, Heres To The Friends That Were Alibis. Hes Head Moved, He Was Coughing Hard. Max Ran To Him, But Once Again, Rebounded. - Leave Me Max, You Deserve Worlds Better. - No Jake, I Need You, & Only You. Then Who To Join But Stacy. - Evil - Stacy. - Alright. One Last Chance To Reverse This Curse - You Stole My Heart But I Had It First - Jake. - Now I See You've Got Something To Prove & NOTHING To Lose So Let Me Tell You The Truth. [-Stacy To Max]. - Alright Max, I'll Give You Your Jakey Back. If You Promise To Send Him Back To Where We Found Him. - Why? He'll End Up Dying There. - Exactly Max, You Catch On Quick. - Your Going To Let Him Go, & Leave Him With Me. - Things Don't Happen That Way Max, You Can't Always Get What You Want, Let Alone, Deserve. - Let Him Go. - I'll Let Him Go, If You Give Me That Gun. - What Gun? Stacy Crept Up To Max, Direct Face To Face. She Slid Her Hand Down His Chest Down To His Stomach, Letting The Right Of His Black, Leather Jacket Flop Out. She Pushed Her Hand Down The Pocket & Pulled Out The Gun. She Fired It, But Not At Max. Honestly, Sincerely, Fervently: Stephanie _______ =)
Posted on 10/30/2007 6:45 PM Comments (0)
October 27, 2007The Troublest Fear; The Anxious Tear. [[Part5 - Because, You Don't Know Who I Really Am.]]
Yes, Feeling The Greatest Of Sympathy Are We?
Well, THERES NO SYMPATHY FOR THE DEAD. Now They Know, Misery Was His Company. He Took A Shot With His Mother, Reached Hes Destenation, Feeling: Mmm, Slightly Happy. His Mother Is Feeling Neglected. None Of Her Sons Will Talk To Her. Not Even Her 'Husband'. He Sits On The Couch, His Father Feasting Him With Food That He Hadn't Tasted In AGEEESSSSS! He Didn't Eat As Much As Hes Family Thought He Would. They Thought He Was Broken, Torn Apart, Because Of Them, But Not Them, Someone Else. His Father Lead Him To Hes Room. Not One Thing Changed. After Waving Hes Dad Out, He Took A Look At The Letter From The Girl Earlier On. Come Spit On Bridges With Me? o _ x Maddison Cres. 1452. I Know You. <33. Please Come. Bring Spare Clothing. & Swimmers. +Snorkels. & Maybe Some Nuts. 1am-4am. Tuesday; 28th. Feeling Curious, He Decided To Go, Not Knowing What The Day Even Was. He Checked On The Computer. Damn, He Forgot How To Use It. But He Managed. It Was Monday; 27th 2008. 2am. Concidering The Time, And Thinking About How Long He Was Away For, He Went To Sleep. He Was Tired. & His Bed Felt Comfy. He Missed The Simple Stuff. After An Hour Or Two, Hes Mother Walked In Noticing He Was Asleep & So Very Cold, So She Pulled Up Hes Sheets & Added An Extra Blanket. Kissed His Cheek. "I'm Sorry, Im Leaving Again, The Girl On The Train, Go To Her, Treasure Her, She Means Something. I Love You Jake, Bye." He Opens His Eyes To Realise It's The Morning, Hes Mother Left Quite A While Ago. He Smells The Scent Of Oranges. But Before He Got Up, His Brothers Jumped On Him. 'OMG JAKE! I MISSED YOU!' 'Ew, As If You Just Said That?' 'Jakkee, Broo, YOUR ONE SEXY CUNT!' 'Stop With The EEW Compliments!' 'Whaat? HE IS SEXY!' 'I'll Take You' Now As They Go To Have Breakfast, He Can Hear Him Singing (The Love Of His Life). "Are You Happy? You Got What You Wanted. I'm Lucky I'm Here With My Someone". Pissed Much? Yeah Well, Jake Can Find Someone Else To, As His Mother Said In Hes Dream. Yuuuup, He'll Find Someone In A Pen Click, Or, Unless, He Already Did. After Breakfast, He Went Looking For The Stuff On The List. Spare Clothing Was Easy. Swimmers He Stole From Bryan, Youngest Brother. Snorkels He Got From Omar, Oldest Brother. And The Nuts? Well, From The Kitchen. So, He Walks Around The House ... "Me & You, Sitting In A Honey Moon, If I Woke Up Next To You, If I Woke Up Next To You". Notice, Hes Ex, Trying To Get To Him. Mind Playing. Boys Can Get Nasty Too. As The Clock goes Frantic & Spins Around To 12am, Him & Bryan Went Into His Luxary Porche. So, Where Are You Up Toooooooooooooo? So, The Drove, Took About .. Half An Hour Tops. They Arrived. Aaawww, CAN I STAY? Before He Could Continue, Someone Else Decided To For Him. - Don't Worry, I'll Take Him "Home". & With That, Bryan Left. Jake, Oh Jakey, What Is He Doing? Standing There, Next To A Hot Girl, In A Bikini, Oh Jakeyy. - I See Your Dressed? - Oh Yes Jakeyy Boyy! I'm Dressed. *Winks* But, You Still Gotta Get Dressed. C'mon, Get Changed. - What? Here? NOW? - Yuuuuuuuup. Oh, Don't Be Afraid To Get Naked, Its Natural. He Got Changed, A Little Afarid That She Was Watching. - So Jakey, Did You Get The Nuts? - Oh Fuckkkkkkkkk! I Left Them In My Backpack, In The Car! - Oh Don't Worryy Jakey, I Got Spares. *Smiles* - So, What Are We Going To Do? - Your REAALLLLYYY Skinny. - Seriously, What? - I Like Your Swimmers! Nice Colours! Btw .. My Names Stacy! - Yes, Stacy.. What Will We Be Doing? - Oh, Jakey, Don't Worry, We WILL Be Doing Something. He Had Just Slipped On His Board Shorts, She Walked Closer, He Turned Around. She Kissed Him. Once. So Then, In Return, He Kissed Her Back. Once. There Was An Awkward Silence. He Felt As Though The World Had Been Stopped. For The Remainder Of The Night, They Went Snorkling. It Reached 4am. - Ready To Go Jakey Boy? - Sure, I Live ... - No Jake. Not Your Home. - What? Then, Where? - ... My Home. - Why? She Walks To Her Car, He Follows. He Sits In The Passenger Seat, Her Driving. "I See You Walking Home Alone, Your Face Is Alive & Bright. But You Can't See How Weak You Are, `Cause I Can End It Tonight." He Looks Back, Forward, Then Back Again. - You Alright Jakeyyy? - Uh, Yeah. She Shruggs. She Knows Theres Something, But She'll Wait, Wait Untill He Tells Her. She Knows, Knows Whats Going On. She Knows Hes Life, She Knows Everything. "It's The Feeling You Get When You Think That Someone Behind Is Watching You, Well I Can Tell You Now, That Someone Is Me, & Im About To Make It RIIGHT!!!" - GO FASTER! SPEEEEEEEEED! GOOOOOOOOOO! - JAKE! IM NOT GOING TO SPEED! *Thunders* - GOOOOO! JUST GOOOO! - JAKE! NOOOOOO! *Thunders Harder & Pours* - FUCK STACY! JUST BLOODY GOO! *Thunder, Rain & Hail* - MY CAR! - PLEASE STACY! JUST BLOODY GO! She Did, She Went Faster. The Rain Hitting The Car Hard, The Thunder Sending Shivers Down BOTH Their Spines. But Hes Love? It's As Though Theres A Bubble Around Him, He Isn't Wet, Not One Bit. She Stopped. - WHATS WRONG WITH YOU! WHY DID YOU STOP! - Jake. You Got To Face Him... NOW. - Who's Him? Theres No Him, Im Just Scared Of Thunder. - JAKE! I'm Not Dumb! I Know You. I Know Everything. Please, Deal With Max [Love Of His Life (The One Thats Been Through The Whole Story). Once And For All. - Buut .. I I I But .. - No Buts Jake. She Put Her Finger On His Lip. - Go Jake. OPEN THE DOOR. He Left. -Well Well Well, Jake. Isn't This Great! - What Do You Want? -You Know, You Know EXACTLY What I Want, I Want You Jake. -Max, I Can't. Your Too Good For Me. -Good? Me? For You? Oh Jake. Self Eestem Build Up! I NEED YOU! -You Don't. Im Worthless. *Huge Thunder* "Hold Your Head, Hold It Up High! Heres To The Friends That Were Alibis, Keep This Close, By Your Side" Jake Continued For Him. "When I Come Home, We Will Have Our Night." "DDDDDDDDDGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!" *Gigantic Thunder* -I Know Your Scared, Leave Her, Shes No Good, Come With Me. - But, Shes Nice. -Jake, Shes Up To No Good, Look At Her, You Can See It In Her Eyes, The Greeness Of Them, Shes Evil, How Do You Think She Knows So Much? - Well, How Do You Know So Much About Her? -Oh Jake. -Don't "Oh Jake" Me. I'm Stronger Now. Bye Bye, Lover. -BUT JAKE!!!!!!!!! He Just Continued Walking Off, To Find, NO CAR. That's Right, She Left. ✎ Honestly, Sincerely, Fervently: Stephanie _______ =)
Posted on 10/27/2007 6:15 AM Comments (0)
October 10, 2007The Troublest Fear; The Anxious Tear. [[Part4 - JusToBeWithYou;CircleTheSky]]
Standing, Right Here;
Infront Of His Mother. Long, Lost & Hate. After All: No Sorrow, No Tomorrow. PROLOGUE: I Couldn't Believe It. I Don't Want This. Why The Fuck Did I Come Back? Stupid Mother. Ahhhhhh! Why Me? Aaaahhhh! ¦ I Missed You Jakeeyy! *Hugs* ¦ DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME! ¦ Honey What's Wrong? ¦ "Please Don't Worry, I Am Doing Fine, Your Much Too Busy, To Even Find The Time, So Use Your Chemicals And Take This To Your Grave, The Boys You Left, Are Men You Didn't Raise" ¦ I DIDNT USE ANY DRUGS! ¦ *Walks Away* ¦ You Can't Just Run Forever. You Can Come Back To Your Brothers, If You Follow Me. ¦ *Turns Around, Nods Head* "Mother, Where Are You Today? You Took A Piece Of Me The Day You Went Away, No Recollection Or The Smell Of Your Perfume, You Took A Piece Of Me The Day I Left The Womb". Whos To Say, Whats Next In Life. Poor Jakey Didn't Know. Met His Mother, You Abandoned Him As A Youngin. His Father Left To Raise Him & His Brothers. But, He Thinks As He Walks Beside Hes Messed Up Mother. ¦ Why Did You Leave, Stacy? ¦ I'm Your Mother, Don't Call Me Stacy. ¦ Whatever. Why? ¦ Because, I'm A Horrible Person. *Stares* Walking, No Resemblence At All. But He Has A Clear Memory Of His Father, & His Brothers "Brother, Put Your Needles Down, The Best Thing For You Is To Leave This Awful Town, Pretty Soon, You'll Have Kids To Feed". With That Part, Wondering What Had Become Of His Brother. After All Those Years, Feeling Isolated, Finally, He's Saved. Not In A Great Way. Still Walking, For Quite A While ... The Wind Seems To Sing A Song "Your A Compass, Leading Me To Nowhere Fast". Seems True. Home Can't Be THAT Far Away, Can It? He Just Wants To Go Home, Away From This Horrible Land Cursed Around Him. He Sees A Bus In Front Of Him. He Excuses Himself For A Moment & Runs Into The Wide Space. He Stops. "I DON'T KNOW YOU ANYMORE!". Hes Words, Hitting The Ears Of Jess, The Love Of His Life, Hes EXACT Aim. Shot. In The Heart. Explosion Of Pain. ¦ Kill Me Much? WHY? ¦ You Don't Love Me Anymore. ¦ I DO LOVE YOU. But You Wont Get Whats Needed. ¦ WHATS NEEDED? TELL ME ALL? ¦ Your Bus Is Going To Leave. *Turns Away*. ¦ PLEASE DON'T GO AGAIN! ¦¦ <Mother>JAKE INTO THE BUS NOW! OR I'LL LEAVE YOU HERE FOR YOUR INTESTINES TO ROTT! They Walk Together Into The Bus, She Wanting Them To Sit On The Same Seat, But HE Went & Sat Next To A Random, A PRETTY Random I Might Add. ¦ Hey. ¦ Hi. They Both Face The Window. He Faces Hes Mother, She's Alone. He Feels A Sence Of Guilt, But, After All She Did? ¦ Where You Coming From? ¦ Hell, That Place, Hell. & You? ¦ Same, Except, I Came From The More Snowier Area. -Giggles- ¦ Explains The Skiis. Wait, You Can Ski? ¦ Haha, Yeah. ¦ Thats Awesome, I Wish I Had The Chance. ¦ Why, Didn't You? ¦ My Mother, The One Over There, Decided To Leave My Family, My Dad & My Brothers. I Couldn't Take It, So I Ran Away, But I Meet Someone Special, Life Got Ruined, I Was Walking Nowhere, For Almost A Decade, Literally. ¦ Thats So Sad!! So, How Did You Get Here? ¦ No Fucking Idea. I'm Lost. ¦ Aww. Terrible. Anyways, I Gotta Go. *Gives Paper* ¦ Whats This?? ¦ *Disappears* He Goes & Sits Next To Hes Mother. She Doesn't Look At Him. He Feels Sorry, But Shouldn't She? He Suddenly Feels Excited. Yippy. He Holds His Mothers Hand. She Smiles, She Didn't Look At Him, But He Saw Her. After What Seemed Like A Kjillion Years, They Stop At Their Destenation. He Walks Up To The Door, His Mother Behind. *Knocks* .... Someone Opens. He's Father Hugs Him. He Missed Him Deeply. ✖
Posted on 10/10/2007 6:22 AM Comments (0)
The Troublest Fear; The Anxious Tear. [[Part3 - TheMonstersAreAllMissing]]
He Follows The Crew;
They Await The Grenades, The Sounds Of Booms & Clashes. Finally, He Found Where He Belongs, Not With The Love Of His Life, Oh Fuck No. But With The People Fighting To Live. "So Lock And Load, Mercenaries, I See The Smoke From The Hill Top, They March One By One". He Stands Alone, With His Pale Face, Unwashed Hair, Trembling. He Can't Help But Wonder What Would Have Happened Without All This, All This War. "Stop Day Dreaming And STAY FOCUSED". He Doesn't Feel Safe, He Wants To Run Away, But, He Can't Keep Doing That, Nup, He Can't. "1, 2, 3, SHOOT!!!" & With That The Sounds Of Fire, Bombs, Booms, Blood All Rush In At Once. The Guillotine Pumping His Brain. Faster. MOVE FASTER. Shoot. SHOOT QUICKER. Reload Reload GO GO GO! He Moves Under A Specified Tunnel. "NO JAKE DON'T FUCKING GO THERE!". Boom. He Moves. "The Smoke Has Cleared, Thousands Are Destroyed, They Send Signals; No Salvation. We Fight In Lock Out, Scope Is Ready To Go, Armed With Explosives". Hope For All, 'We Fight To Live, We Fight For Pride'. He Sees Him Clearly, To Shoot, Or Let Him Live? Does He Have The Heart? The Responsibility? The Courage? Let Alone, The Standards? ■Jakeeeee Jakeeeeeee JAKEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Come Back To Meeeeeeeeeee, I Neeeeeed Yoooooooooouuu! ■"Please Dont Worry, I Am Doing Fine" ■You Cant Die, Come Back Home. ■I'll Try.. TRYING NEVER WORKS! Effort, Practice, Hope. Not Trying. Roger That. Just Go Jake, Go, Leave Us, We're A-Okay. *BOOOOOOOM* 'OFFICER DOWN! GO GO! CALL A TRUCE NOW GO! GET THE FIRST AID KIT! NO NO, DOCTOR NOW GOOOOO!. He Runs, As Fast As Possible, He Should Have Went For The Opposing Man. No, He Had To Go For His Teacher. Feeling Sorry For Himself Is Beyond Hes Schedule. Must. Mustn't. 'You Need Him, I Could Be Him. I Could Be An Accident, But I'm Trying, Thats More Than I Could Say For Him' True That, Whats His Purpose? Why Is He Still Alive? He Has No Use At All. Just Let Him Go. Failure After Failure. Torn Apart, So Alone, Pessimist No#1. Its Always Been This Way, Since The Day He Left The Womb. After Running For Almost A Decade, He Grew Not To Be Tired When He Keeps Running, A Fit One He Is. But, Bumping Into The Love Of Your Life AGAIN, Can Really Tire You Out. 'Remember When I Said I Loved You Well, Forget It, I Take It Back'. No One Wants A Failure. Hes Just Scared, You Know, Afraid. What Happens Next? What If? I Should Have! Why Didn't I?. He Sleeps On The Grass That Night, With A Stone In Hes Hand. While He Sleeps, If Its Gone, But Next To Him, He'll Pierce Himself. But If It Completely Disappears, He Shall Use It To Get Back To The Tunnel, From The Very Beginning. Take The Pretty In Punk Passage Way. -Morning- The Stone. Where The Fuck Is It? YES! & Magically Hes At The Tunnel "He Stands Alone 'Cause He's High On Himself, But If You Only Knew, I Was Terrified & Would You Mind If I Sat Next To You & Watched You Smile, So Many Kids But I Only See You, & I Don't Think You Notice Me". He Walks The Walk. Mother?
Posted on 10/10/2007 6:21 AM Comments (0)
The Troublest Fear; The Anxious Tear. [[Part2 - ToWhomItMayConcern]]
Close by; In The Day Next Door,
Was A Shadowy Tower, Which Shooken The Wives Of Young Men. PROLOGUE: As I Walked To The Mysterious Tower Lurking With Infested Nightmares Awaiting The Footsteps Of Accident, The Gravest Error, Committed To Solve. Wondering Of Whom I Want To Hold In My Arms & Attach Forever, But Having That Scream Echoing From One Ear To The Other, Circling. --- He Walks In, With The Loud Croak Of The Door, Not Knowing Whats Behind, Let Alone Forward. "Come Jake 'Baripity' Help Me 'Baripity' Honestly ... Babe." Did He Hear That? Babe? Couldn't Be! Him & Hes Lush Hair Turn Around To Face The Shadows Of The Voice. Another Pair Of Stairs. OH GREAT! As He Walks Up The Stairs... "The IV And, Your Hospital Bed, It Wasn't No Accident, It Was A Therapeutic Chain Of Events." Closing His Eyes Tightly, Griping The Door Knob, Twist & Open. Holy Fuck! No Babe NO! He Runs To Him. The Force Reacts, Letting Him Be Pushed Back. "Your Words Are Deadly Weapons, Killing Me, Destroying". ■ I'm Still So Fucking Sorry! ■ I Know. ■ What Can I Do? ■ Relapse. ■ What? I Fucking Love You! --Sucked In Portal-- He Falls From The Portal. This Can't Be. He Looks Up. " I, I, I Need Him". Tears Flowing Down His Face, Like A Suiting Symphony. "Torn Apart At The Seams Of My Dreams Turn To Tears, Im Not Feeling The Situation, Run Away Try To Find That Safe Place You Can Hide". He Stands Up. Run Jake, Run. Far Away From It All. No Agony, None Of It. Leave It ALL Behind For Someone Else. He Picks It Up, Brings It Closer To His Heart. Pierce It. NO! Love It. What To Do? A Shine From The Left, Whats Going On? Leesa. Who? Leesa. The Other Side Of The Tunnel. -*Pash*_ "A Certain Girl She Took Her Hand And Put It In My Lap, Its Way Too .... Once You Have Me You'll Always Come Back." The Intimate Source Getting Powerful Forces Him To Stop. "I Don't Love You Like I Did Yesterday" *Continues*. Next Day, In The Muddy Grass Alone. Leesa? Humph. Big Mistake Huh Jakey Boy? "One Night, Yeah One More Time, Thnks Fr Th Mmrs Even Though They Weren't SO Great, He Tastes Like You Only Sweeter". He Clutches His Hand. Grabs It Again. *Pierce* His Hand, My Heart. "Please Babe, DON'T!!!!". "Its Done, You Cursed Me To Eternity." *Kiss* ☆
Posted on 10/10/2007 6:20 AM Comments (0)
The Troublest Fear; The Anxious Tear. [[Part1 - SorryOverSelf]]
`Once Upon A Time.. __ x
`In A Land Of Fire And Dreams, `[x] Lived A Young Man Seeking A Way Out... ==x; He Walked For Hours And Hours, Days, Weeks, To Months, Years And Almost A Decade, To Realise He Was Walking In A Square. No Transport .. Yet. There Was A Tunnel. --Tunnel = Man Made = Humans.-- He Walked Into The Tunnel, Saw A Bright Light, Ran Closer, Thinking It Was An Entrance. Oh Boy x Was He Wrong! If It Wasn't An Entrance, What Was It? Well, A Train. Running To The Side, --Luckily He Was Thin Enough--. He Survived. Once The Train Went Through The Tunnel, He Followed. Amazed To Think He Never Saw The Tracks Covered With Broken Tree Branches And Leaves, But Even More Amazed That He Could Now Visit The Other Side. (**) He `Walks To The Other Side. A Long Tunnel It Was. Noises, Creaks, Mumbles, All Of The Sort, `Taunting. The Other Side .. ? What Lurks There .. ? » Mischief » Best » Leesa » Cocky Fellows. But Ofcourse ... // Who DOESN'T Want That? He Keeps Running, Almost To The Other Side, But Nooooo! Someone Stops Him .. Who? "Jakkkkkkkkkeeeeeeeeeeeeeee" .. "Vaa-VRRROOOOOOOM!" Is He Scared? Oh Fuck Yes! But He Keeps Running, His Sweat Filled With Determination##, __ x Anticipation. "Beeeep, Beeeep, Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep." Each Third Beep Longer. He Turns Around, A Song Plays In The Background. "He Stands Alone `cause He's High On Himself, But If You Only Knew, I Was Terrified & Would You Mind If I Sat Next To You & Watched You Smile!". Another Voice From The Other Side, Lets His Head & Hair .. Sway In Fear And Wonder... xXx "If I Could Take You Somewhere, I'd Take You To The Darkest Place, Scatter You In Art Forms, & Wired Hearts..". Him Feeling, He Needed To Chose, Knowing That He Could Go Forward, But Why Carry The Barrier Of Wonder? Turning His Head, Thinking, Anxious, Confused. He Runs, Where? Cellar Door. With The Lyrics Bringing Tears To His Eyes .. 'As You Wait, LIke A Drug, Like The Change In The Painting It Goes On, For So Long' _ X. Even I Leave My Pillow Soaked At The Start Of The Song. Him, Remembering The Memories Of The Tears. He Hates Himself. Why? You'll See .. Or Not. He Keeps Running, Finding .. A Drum Stick. Realising The Handsome Teenager Next To Him. -Scene Change- ■Im Sorry. SORRY. SORRY. SORRY. ■Already Done. ■*Holds Forever*. ■*Humms In Ear*. (x) ... `You Used To Be My Angel; But Now Your More Like The Devil, Keep On Talking Darling, Your Bound To Kill Yourself, With Another Thousand Words. ■*Backs Away* ■Please DON'T! ■*Runs Away Forever .. Leaves Drumstick* -Scene Changes Back- He Can't Help Himself, He Needs The Same Love As Before. "I Talked To You Today; I Heard The Tremble In Your Voice Cradle The Fall; I Know You'll Never Change, So Please Just Hold On, I Know Its Hard For You; It's Hard To Understand Betrayal Within". He Kneels, Sheds All The Tears Hes Eyes Can Bear. Cryed Out, Sad, Miserable. *Hands On Shoulder*. He Turns Around .. Can't Be? Never Ever Never ... No! >>> *Cuddles* The Remix Of His Guts Played Out In Slow Motion. "I Can't Forget Your Face; I Can't Forget What You've Said, I Can't Erase The Memories, It's Like Running From A Ghost, I Can't Forget Your Face, I Can't Forget What You've Said" *Kiss* . x _ His Forever, Became Hes Never. ~~ x Chance? No Chance. Luck? Never. Help? The Love Of His life. Returns Leaves. Will His Love Come Back? Darling, What Is Going On? Honestly That Never Happened, Lying Is Your Favourite Passion. Leave Me, Go Where You Belong! Higher Heels & Lipstick Napkins DYING IS YOUR LATEST FASHION!!!! ♥
Posted on 10/10/2007 6:18 AM Comments (0)
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